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Quick Update: March 2017 {Severe Anemia Awareness}

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Monday I went to the doctor for the first time in years for myself.  I’ve tried for a year to get this appointment and finally got it. I definitely wasn’t going to miss it.

This appointment was to establish a physician for me and to obtain a physical which I really needed since I haven’t been to a doctor outside an OB in forever.  My checks for my pregnancies were also fine and blood work was always good so I never worried about it.  I’m rarely sick.

The check up went well. I love the new dr.  She’s so sweet and really listened to my concerns.  She went through all the details.  She issued an EKG to check my heart after my blood pressure dropped on Saturday for no apparent reason.  She also had blood work done to check that everything was okay.  I left happy with my appointment with her.

This morning, I received two calls on my cell phone which I never get calls on.  I assumed it was from the GYN I was being referred to by the doctor and I was sleeping with Laycie beside me so I didn’t want to answer and disturb her.  I figured it could wait.

When I finally did get up, I realized it had been the doctors office.  My dr and her nurse had both called and their voices sounded really concerned.  I immediately gave them a call back.

My blood work showed that my hemoglobin level is very low at a 7 and my cell count is down as well.  This explains why I have been so very tired lately.  It also explains why my BP dropped as it did.

So the doctor has me scheduled for a blood transfusion tomorrow.  Iron is not an option for me as I’m allergic to it and it gives me severe migraines.  And I definitely can’t keep going with a low blood level.  She really wanted me in today but they weren’t able to fit me into the schedule until tomorrow.

I’ve never had a blood transfusion that I can remember.  I’m told it’s like getting IV fluids.  I’m hopeful it is.  I’m scared it isn’t.  But overall, I’m looking forward to my levels being corrected and to feeling better so I can get back to my job as Mom.  It’s hard to be down when you’re the Mom of children who have special  needs and who need you.

I’m praying the kids remain stable and no seizures happen while I’m dealing with this.  God is usually good to us and keeps things in control so I know he’s got my back.  I’m hoping one transfusion is all I need and that my GYN appointment comes up with answers for my health that I’m needing so we can get back to a normal life again.

For now though, I wanted to update.  I’m taking my phone and iPad along tomorrow so I’m sure I’ll be online trying to keep myself occupied but I won’t be back here for a few days.

Until next time…

Dana

End of April Family Update: Long Week {Thoughts From Me}

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It’s been a very long week for us.  So much is going on right now that I can personally barely keep up and yet I have no other choice than to keep going.  Life is at it’s busiest for our family.

My Sister called and needed Mom to come help with my niece which left me alone with the kids for the week since everyone else had things to do.

It is not easy for sure and I am exhausted.  I am not used to parenting all alone.  Mom came home today and boy am I so thankful!

Jackson did great all week without his favorite person: Grandma.  He was a happy and sweet boy who kept us on our toes as he always does.  He didn’t seem to miss her not being home to sleep with him as he’s used to and he enjoyed his time tucked next to Mommy.  Laycie on the other hand was ready for Grandma to get back so “that baby” could get out of her spot in Mommy’s bed.  She is currently curled up beside me resting happily in her place that was filled all week by her baby brother.

I am thankful the week was uneventful and seizure-free.  I made sure meds were kept up, though somehow we did miss Laycie’s nighttime dose last night, leaving her clingy and whiny today.  I also made sure our essential oils were rolled on twice a day between meds which also really helped us get through the week without a seizure rearing it’s ugly head.  Yay for the small, yet oh so big things!!!

So let me just say that I am beyond thankful this week is done with.  Please say some prayers for our family as their are many adults who are having health issues and upcoming surgeries going on who could use them.  And pray for my sanity during this trying time because it’s surely going to be needed. LOL

Thank you all.

A Very Quick Update! {Thoughts From Me}

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It’s been a rough week so I’m a bit behind on my post for the week.  Jackson has had two seizures.   Laycie’s also had a mild cold so I ended up having to cancel the boy’s birthday bash for the weekend.  I’m planning to make up for it soon.

I’m exhausted simply because of all that’s going on.  It’s really taking it’s toll.  I have so much to do but my family’s health has trumped anything that I need done.

Luckily, today Laycie’s feeling better but Jackson is still breaking through with his seizures.  I did a little shopping today and found Laycie some new boots to keep her feet warm for the winter as she goes back and forth between our home and her Grandma’s next door.

I also found Jackson a new Taggie blanket and also a snuggly Puppy blankie.  He loves them both.

I also found him a pair of flip-flops that are just a bit too big.  Lately, he’s been wanting to wear everyone’s too big shoes.  Great for his play-acting but not so great for a big boy who is just beginning to learn to walk.  He loves his new shoes and the fact they are just a bit too big!  He’s had so much fun walking in those this afternoon.

I’m short on time and energy so this post is going to be very short.  Please say a prayer for our family’s health and for my sweet Jackson to feel better soon.  Thanks y’all.  Until next time…

Overwhelmed and Still Going {Epilepsy Awareness}

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Are there times in you life when you just feel totally overwhelmed?  This is how I’m feeling nowadays.  So much is going on that some days I just want to crawl back into bed because I do not feel that I can keep up.

This year has been FILLED to the brim with appointments.  I guess that is to be expected when you have four children and all four of them have separate special needs.  Every week it seems another child has another appointment and that makes it seem like we are never home.

Thank goodness we don’t practice formal schooling at home but instead practice relaxed homeschooling.  And thank goodness we have good friends who can babysit on a whim when I have a last minute call to head to Charleston where most of our medical needs are met.

Being a Mom is hard.  Being a Mom to children who each have a different issue is even harder.  And times like this I don’t feel like a Super Mom but I keep going because I know my children need me to.  There is no one else who can love them like I do, who can give them things they need like I am able to provide.  God knew what he was doing when he chose me as their Mother and he guides me in their care every day.  Even when I am exhausted and weary.  Even when I’m unsure if I can make another appointment or meet another of their special needs.

I am overwhelmed but I keep going because God leads me to where He needs me to be and I keep following along as long as I can.