Over the last few months, I find myself wanting to write less and less. I used to greatly enjoy sharing with my friends online but I find that I am becoming less willing to share and less willing to allow myself to be “seen” through my presence online. Being stalked by others and having that information, that really had nothing to do with the person using it against you, used against you, makes you think about every step you take.
Our life has moved forward to this, but I find when I go to write things now, I think of how that person who stalks me may use it against me in the future. I think about the ignorance of this person and how they thought they were achieving something by bringing my life to the forefront, even though my life is an open book through my public persona. Still I find myself doubting my writing because of their personal interpretation of what’s here.
Should this person and the others like her take so much of my happiness from me? No and day to day they don’t. It’s only when I come here to share that I’m stopped in my tracks.
The only way to overcome it is to keep writing, to get myself back on track and to continue to be the me I have always been. I started this blog in 2009 and I continue to share here. I want others to know our story. I enjoy helping Momma’s like me who can relate to our struggles daily, even to the stalkers we face.
It’s a joy to have this job, to share this with all of you.